i've lost all rational thought. i have no sense of direction. my head feels like an empty vessel just waiting to pounce on anything even remotely educational to fill that void. and yet it doesn't seem to care if it answers questions or not. are there even questions, i cant be sure. in the same breadth, i have a gazillion things on my 'to-do (theoretically) list' which i have not even attempted but am hungering leap into RIGHT NOW. unfortunately, many of the (fun) and most suitable things (for me at this point in my life - age, thirst for adventure, social standing) are not quite within my grasp due to the monetary aspect. i know things can happen, if you want it badly enough. but do i really? do i want to spend 'x' amount of money (of which i will have to work my butt off to attain- byebye 48 hour weekends!) on i) a brand new setting/life or ii) on further studies. both may have a drastic (not negatively) impact on my life and career goals. but then again, one may have me on more of a solid footing even during the process. AND SINCE WHEN did my blog become a site for my philosophical agonising and whingeing...
i digress. but like always. SO MANY PATHS TO TAKE. BUT WHICH ONE TO CHOOSE?
